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RECANT

by SECAM

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Rearview Mirror Oh you wanna be my buddy Oh you wanna be my friend Oh you don’t wanna be in a relationship any more “But this doesn’t mean it has to end?” I was your cake but you ate me Now it’s too late to placate me Just love me or you can hate me but Don’t disrespect. You still wanna play but you dont wanna pay you got Nothin to say but you want me to explain But its your game why should i take the blame if we Cease to intersect So don’t let the door hit you on your way out but once you’re out don’t Forget to stay out Just think of this as your way out if not directly. Just remember, I won’t genuflect. Once you're in my rearview mirror I dont expect you to stay there long I turn one corner And you're gone You starred me in your snuff film Now you want a post mortem with a happy end, Well how’s this: Haven’t you insulted me enough? You attacked my character deni- Grated my nature Berated me and conflated your ego’s interests with the good of the world And now you're all: Grandpa's on the roof? Once you're in my rearview mirror I dont expect you to stay there long I turn one corner And you're gone You could be the cleverest from everest but still it isn’t nice To be the casualty of your crisis, the victim of your vanity, your license for melodramatic lachrimosity. And now you just wanna prolong the agony. I don’t share your headstrong manner but thanks for letting me come along for the ride As long as we were wrong together It seemed like we were strong So why now the fear of reprisal? Or d’you just lack the balls to call time? Once you're in my rearview mirror I dont expect u to stay there long I turn one corner And you're gone But thanks for saving my life that one time. I guess we both used to give a fuck.
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Where U Are Our mistake was thinking we saw all That was before us And believing everything we saw And no more Where U are You're everywhere you've always been Give me everything you ever wanted I'll take it all I'll give you everything you'll never need And no more Where U are You're everywhere you've always been Everything you think you understand You undersaw Everything just turns to sand And no more Where U are You're everywhere you've always been
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SECAM: Dirt 03:34
Dirt Never one to suffer imbeciles cheerily, I Approach each day with trepidation, wearily. Aware however that my best will is hindered by the Urge to reduce the world to cinders, I'll Revise my style, and float a new boat, Hope a new hope, so to speak, Sincerely. Rather than trudge through my days, drearily, Wandering around in a haze, fearfully, I've Endeavored to compile a com- Pendium, of positive thoughts for a positive stance, like Rubbing the tears from my eyes, in Spite of the constant drubbings, Seriously But dirt is dirt And dirt stays dirt You can shake it, you can bake it, you can Cover it up with mirth, but Dirt is dirt. (You can scrape it off your shoe But there's nothing you can do 'Cuz the stain remains a part of you) Let us consider our common neighbors, Clawing and biting and kicking and scratching, Hatching plans to harvest favors. In matching suits they go off to their labors You scorn them at your peril, for they do what you do Using all available tools, including cowardice and abuse They protect their tribes and they protect themselves But dirt is dirt And dirt stays dirt You can shake it, you can bake it, you can Cover it up with mirth, but Dirt is dirt. (To dirt we shall return, soon enough) So, the question seems to be, can we Get to the root of all this trouble Before all that's left is rubble, All our bubbles burst? Well, it isn't simple, but two things have got to come first. I'll list them: All that glitters is not gold and there's Fibbing in your church. The endless barrage of ads and propaganda The churning urn that implores us to suck it, The world it makes is rank and fake and its Bullshit arrives in buckets. And there's no old white male humanoid Sitting on a cloud, wrapped in a shroud and Reading our minds. This should be obvious enough, so, What else that you learned was lies? But dirt is dirt And dirt stays dirt You can shake it, you can bake it, you can Cover it up with mirth, but Dirt is dirt. (You can scrape it off your shoe But there's nothing you can do 'Cuz the stain remains a part of you) Before signing off, I'll summarize, but first I've got to apologize. My recommendations are not particularly felicitous, But rather, in a nutshell, they are: Stop shopping, stop eating meat, stop having babies, stop driving your car. Start thinking, start seeing, be humble, and open your heart. But dirt is dirt And dirt stays dirt You can shake it, you can bake it, you can Cover it up with mirth, but Dirt is dirt.
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SECAM: Blind 04:15
Blind If love were money, I'd have Spent it all by now Nevermind. I know it's crazy but I Listen for your call. Have you seen how easy it is to Laugh about it all? Let me hold you up until you're Strong enough to fall. I wouldn't want to waste your time I wouldn't want to waste your time If I confuse your dreams with mine, it's because I Can't see how not to be so Blind If I left off living here and Moved out of this town Nevermind. I'll slip away, you'll Never hear a sound. Have you seen how easy throw Yourself upon the ground, You play out on the railroad tracks I hope you Don't get run down. I wouldn't want to waste your time I wouldn't want to waste your time If I confuse your dreams with mine, it's because I Can't see how not to be so Blind If I call out from time to time, If I beg and plead and cry, Nevermind. I know I'm crazy but I can't Pry you from my mind. Could you imagine me down this far when I was With you up so high? Let me hold on to you while I climb into the sky. If I forgive myself some weakness, if I Don't know which side is right, Nevermind. I'm trying to please you any Way I think I might. Look at me, I can't fix this, flee it, nor fight I'm not even sure if I should try to see the light. I wouldn't want to waste your time I wouldn't want to waste your time If I confuse your dreams with mine, it's because I Can't see how not to be so Blind
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SECAM is a band. Youssef Seqqam Santiago is a wig, a pair of shades, and whoever happens to be wearing them at a given moment.

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released January 1, 2021

All songs by Youssef Seqqam Santiago except where noted. All instruments and vocals by Youssef Seqqam Santiago except where noted.

PLEASE NOTE: The song "Pantucci" contains audio samples of actual events of historical significance that some people will, rightly, find horrific. SECAM apologizes for causing those people distress or offending them, and if SECAM were a sufferer of, for example, PTSD, or were otherwise a traumatized or psychologically injured person, SECAM would want to be warned against listening to that song at all. Please excercise caution, and remember to be kind to yourself as well as others.

SECAM: RECANT was recorded during lockdown by Youse, and mixed by Youse and Lazlo Haegner.

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